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Alone Again

Mon Jul 6, 2009, 9:25 AM
  • Mood: Grumpy
  • Listening to: Anything Rock
  • Reading: nothing....
  • Watching: nothing...
  • Playing: PW
  • Eating: Too Much! >.<
  • Drinking: Coffee of course ^^
(if you hate rants then don't read)


Yeah, for the second time in my life I'm stuck out on my own. Everything I could possibly need is in the trunk of my car and I'm sleeping on couches. So you know, any interest in actually buying my art would be wonderful but since I'm only mediocre I guess that just means that I'm shit out of luck.

Sorry to rant but I'm officially out of the house since my dad decided he doesn't care enough to make a few small compromises. They're not even much to ask for. Okay, so I'm fucking 20 years old and he gives me a 10:30 curfew? That's not even the problem, the problem is that he won't give me a key to the fucking house! I LIVE there and I can't get in once it's locked. All I ask for is an 11:00 curfew and a key to the house and he can't do that. Why? Because apparently I'm not good enough. Story of my life. Oh, but my little brother's good enough for him. I'll be he wishes that my younger brother were his only child. He doesn't even live with my dad and HE gets a key? Oh, not only that, but my little brother gets a dinky part time job after he gets out of high school. I get a potentially full time job and call my dad to tell him about it, what do I get? A congratulations would have been nice. A "I'm so glad you finally found a job after six months of searching." would have been wonderful. Even a "that's good." would have been nice. But no. I call him and tell him that I finally found a decent job and he says "Oh, well what do you want me to do about it?"

WHAT KIND OF ASSHOLE SAYS THAT?

Not only that, but he acts like I owe him all the time. Your family isn't supposed to act like that! He didn't even take care of me for the 7 years from the time I was 6 to the time I was 13! What the fuck do I owe him? He never inconvenienced himself for me! Even when I had surgery. Oh boo hoo dad, cry me a river that I slept in my bed in MY room all day and you did nothing to really help me, offered to do nothing, and took no real time out of your normal day to check on me. You won't watch a movie with me even when you have the time because you're too busy kissing the neighbor lady's ass to do anything with me. And don't tell me about any family vacation until the day before you decide to do it and take my little snot-nosed brat of a brother with you. So I don't get to ask for a few days off to go to the beach and you take off without me. Thanks, I really appreciate it. I feel so loved inside that I just want to kill myself.

There was also a time when things were alright I guess. It finally got to where I could stand living there and THEN my little brother comes along. Yeah, we didn't agree on things, we got into fights, we couldn't stand each other, but sure, the only way to get us to stop fighting was just to separate us. Well .... I'd been living there for 3 freaking years and guess who Daddy chose to send away? ME! Not that little brat who had only been there for maybe a few months, but ME! So I end up stuck with my pothead aunt and uncle for nine months and they eventually dump me off at my grandparents' house because they spent all their fucking money on weed.

Sorry for the rant but hey, now I'm not only a starving, mediocre artist but I'm a homeless, starving, mediocre artist.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: North Carolina
  • Interests: Anime, swords, writing, and (duh) art
  • Favourite movie: Don't have one . . . too many favorites
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed, Nightwish, Kamelot, the list goes on . . .
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK!!!
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod!
  • Favourite game: Super Smash Brothers Brawl
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sesshomaru (If you count anime as a cartoon)
  • Personal Quote: Shoot 'em in the face!!! D:<
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything I can get my hands on.

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Comments


Thanks for the fav!

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I :heart: Roxas(:glomp:) Demyx, and Lelouch
Thank you so much for :+fav: :iconreachforthestarsplz:

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Tread softly because you tread on my dreams
Thank you for the fav ;)
I saw you through the Gaia LAJ and I wanted to tell you I think your art is amazing!

And I was also wondering of you were interested in art trades or Gaia comissions.
If not thats OK.

But yeah, your art is beautiful!
why thanks a bunch ^^ and yes, I'll be happy to do an art trade :P just don't expect it to be done super fast, I'm currently working on my mermaid and it's gonna take a while, I can already tell

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I LOVE music . . .
That's why I hate Rap . . .

ROCK ON! It's the only way to go!!! xD
YAY!!~
Time doesn't bother me. I know what its like to be busy.

But how bout a simple full-body line-art trade? (even though I'd kill for your colors)

If so, could you draw either the guy or the girl in this pic? [link]
Whichever you choose just give them a similar outfit to the pic.

What would you like me to draw? :)
[link] This one :P Color or lines it doesn't matter to me, I really like to color. xD just know she's got one heck of an attitude and that's the normal outfit. ^^

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I LOVE music . . .
That's why I hate Rap . . .

ROCK ON! It's the only way to go!!! xD
Thanks for the Fav :D
GAH! so jealous.. i wanted to see that concert
Thanks so much for the fav, really means it. :D

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Please provide the date of your death.

I say no to drugs, but they don't listen.

If aliens are looking for intelligent life, THEN WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SCARED?!

Stop being so stupid. It's my turn.

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